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I have a close friend who is deeply Christian. This is unusual, because generally I steer clear of Christians — for the sole reason that they tend to regard my spiritual outlook as, well, dead wrong. I get the impression that, though they think I’m a nice person, they also think I’m headed straight for hell once this earth journey is over. I don’t mind if they think that, but it doesn’t make for close friendships.

For this reason it took me a long time to mention A Course of Love to my friend Ellen. After all, A Course of Love (ACOL) is said to be Jesus’ words coming through Mari, a woman who is alive and well in this day and age. When I did finally mention that I was co-leading a group on Friday mornings, I hoped we could leave it at that. But she’s seen how this course has shifted me, so she asked for specifics and even indicated an interest in attending. I gathered up my courage and explained how ACOL came about, dreading an anticipated response that the Bible was Jesus’ only true word and the only one we’ll ever need.

Ellen is a surprising person, though, which I guess is why she’s my only Christian friend. She said, God spoke through prophets way before Jesus’ time. Why wouldn’t Jesus continue to speak to us now? Then she attended and felt that the words really spoke to her. I don’t know if the course will stick for her, but I am really, really impressed that she attended.

It is amazing to feel Jeshua (most ACOL people refer to Jesus in this way, which is the Hebrew pronunciation) permeating my heart, mind and soul. I mean, wow, it’s like he’s whispering into my ear sometimes. That’ll change your life. For the first time ever in this life, I have actual experiences of joy.

It’s interesting to feel so fed spiritually on the one hand, and to have an intense 13 year-old autistic kid on the other. I understand why so many families stop having kids after an autistic one shows up – they are a lot of work! Add to that the hormones and turbulence of teenagerdom and, wow, that’ll change your life too.

I am so grateful that Joseph has friends. He invited his two besties over last week to hang out. It was the first visit for one kid, the sweetest Aspie (Aspergers) kid I’ve ever met. Within the first five minutes, he’d pointed out the spider web in my dining room, but never mind. We autism parents overlook that kind of thing. 😉

For the last few months I have taught yoga to Joseph’s 6th grade class in the barely-clandestine hope of getting him interested in it. While it succeeded with most of the girls, it’s been an “Eh” experience for the boys, which I can understand. Most hatha yoga classes are 95% female, after all.

Through the years, Blue Eyes and I have tried to get Joseph interested in yoga and meditation. It would be so good for his anxiety – and everything else too! But Joseph has resisted it at every turn, so we have dropped the subject for the last few years.

However. Tonight I was listening to an amazing guided meditation by a man associated with ACOL, someone Jeshua speaks through. It led me to a very deep place and I experienced the Christ presence pouring through me. I can’t remember the details of the conversation with Joseph, but later on we were talking and I said, “Well yeah, especially when Jesus is speaking to you.”

“WHAT?” Joseph exclaimed. “JESUS?” We talked about Jesus coming through these channels, and he was incredibly interested. I realized that, for him, Jesus was some dude from way back when who’d told people to love each other and who’d been dead for a long time. “How can I talk to these people?” He asked me. “There’s so much I want to know about my future.” I said that the message from Jeshua was to learn to listen within, to get quiet enough to hear that still, small voice in oneself. It’s about a relationship between each one of us and him.

Joseph asked some questions then about meditation, and I guided him through a 5-minute session. It ended very positively, and we agreed that we’d do that every night before bed.

Once again, wow. Not only does Jeshua still speak and write, he also still works miracles. A little meditation practice could go a long way in helping my kiddo through the teen crazies. Thank you, God.